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For anybody interested, here's the route I'm most likely taking in July!



The slightly lighter blue line through Dallas/Ft Worth is another option.

I'll be staying in El Paso for a while with an awesome friend, and may have to make a couple more stops along the way after that in order to rest, but I might be able to drive it straight through too if I try. It's been years since I've seen San Antonio though and there are places I kind of want to see along the way, so I may take it a bit slower as long as it doesn't break the bank for me, heh. If you're along that route and want to meet up, feel free to let me know! (*neilak20, I will still try, I just might not be able to due to the distance off my main path, sorry |D).

Thanks again for all of the help on funding the work on my car, I'll be taking care of that in late June and then it'll be a hell of a long drive from there - my first solo cross-country trip!

-Jay
*47ness is an incredibly skilled illustrator and comic artist as well - his images always capture a story of some kind and his characters are very endearing! He's excellent both with character work and with prop and vehicle design as well. I'm beyond honored that he takes the time to review my work, and his is hugely inspiring!



Please check out his gallery for his comic work and other designs!

-Jay
*Frenzied-Insanity has a beautiful painterly style, and she has a serious skill for portraying emotions through her drawings! She puts a load of effort into her art and it shows (she's also a fan of Star Fox Adventures and Dinosaur Planet...hee).



Go check out her work!

-Jay
First off, thank you so much for all of your feedback, support, and commission inquiries. I'm thrilled to have such awesome watchers and friends here! I'm pushing hard to improve in several areas and as a result, things may be a little quiet for a while. I apologize when it takes me a long time to respond, or when I simply don't find the time to always get back to everyone. I read every comment and I appreciate every fav and watch!

I recently calculated how many hours I spend working, including my full time studio job, and I average 85-90 hours per week, hahah! This is why I'm hardly ever playing video games or doing much chatting, sorry guys. It's going to get more intense soon, since thanks to another awesome deviant, I'm going to be working on character turnarounds, logos, and some motion comics for a game company. I want to complete these as soon as possible so I don't have to worry about being out-of-contact during my move to Florida in July. I have a few trades (on my plush account) which I may have to delay until after the move, as I need to start packing up my supplies and other items as soon as possible. I'm finishing up an Alex plush in my spare time (as in the time I manage to spare by not sleeping, lol) and then will probably halt my work on those projects for a while.

I'd love to open art commissions again once I am caught up with things! And the adoptables went over EXTREMELY well, all have been sold and I received a purchase for a custom as well - ~MagnaStorm has plans to develop a few Cordials as plush toys. I would like to do more adoptables, designing characters is one of my favorite activities. They will not be the main feature of my gallery though, so no worries to those who aren't fond of them. I won't be abandoning my other work in favor of them.

Far as Mechanima goes, I am doing what I can to keep it as part of my schedule, but it may not be feasible for me to post much over the next couple months. If anyone has Tumblr and wants to follow my random blurbs about it from time to time, Mechanima-specific ramblings and art are located at [link] and my artwork in general is at [link] . Most of the art posted there is also posted here, though there are some WIPs I tend to dump on Tumblr first.

-Jay
ARRGH tagged by =Stitchy-Face

Rules:
1. You must post these rules.
2. Answer the questions the tagger set for you, and create new questions for the people you tag to answer.
3. You have to choose 10 people to tag and post their icons on your journal NOPE
4. Go to their pages and tell them you have tagged her/him. I DO WHAT I WANT
5. No tag backs. NO
6. No crap in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you're reading this." THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I AM DOING

1. Are you procrastinating like I am?
I HAVE NO TIME TO PROCRASTINATE but I'm doing this at work because we are lacking projects. Along with answering my backed up emails whoops.

2. Do you enjoy socks?
I enjoy Socks with Sandals.

3. What's your favorite article of clothing?
Hnnngh hoodies, baseball caps, and swim trunks.

4. What kind of music do you listen to?
Almost anything, though my favorites at the moment are mostly electronic, instrumental/soundtrack, and whatever that hipster stuff is (emo rock n all that).

5. Do you like waffles?
YEAH I LIKE WAFFLES (but actually I only like Eggo type waffles most of the time hah)

6. Do you like to drive?
Only if I'm out in the middle of nowhere and can go as fast as I want.

7. Are you allergic to anything, what?
Probably pollen hahah, but not anything crazy.

8. Do you like dogs or cats?
I like both, though I tend to prefer cats in my house!

9. Tardis?
Never seen Doctor Who hahah. BUT I HAVE A DOCTOR WHO T SHIRT

10. What's your favorite food?
Sushi D:

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MY QUESTIONS

1. If you could transform ONCE into anything you wanted, but you could never go back to your original form, what would you choose?

2. What's your zodiac, and what do you have in common/don't have in common with it?

3. Animal or object that you want to see a Pokemon design for?

4. Favorite toys as a kid?

5. Favorite childhood movies?

6. What is one place you have not yet been that you have to see before you die?

7. One thing you love to draw, and one thing you want to improve on (or write, sculpt, etc).

8. Cartoon Network or Nickelodeon?

9. What are your thoughts on artificial intelligence and its future possibilities?

10. Best and worst Disney animated film?

I TAG ALL WHO SEE THIS. YOU CANNOT ESCAPE. (I don't have time to grab 10 hahah)
*Saetje and I went to SCAD together, although unfortunately we only got to run into each other a few times!

Tracy's an outstanding illustrator, in addition to being a brilliant storyteller and animator. I highly recommend viewing more of her gallery and taking a look at her animations and joint project with *DemonGemini6, The Taffetas!



A huge thanks to her as well for being such a huge supporter for Mechanima and for always giving great advice and critique!
Taking this neat idea from ~Shear-Rohark and ~taiama! I wanna see your own ORIGINAL characters!

RULES:
1. For each of the first 20 people to comment to this journal, I will feature one of their characters. I'll also tell you what I like about them.

2. If you comment, please do the same in your journal, putting the tagger on in the first slot. The idea of this is not to get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone! (BTW if you do this, I DON'T CARE IF YOU DO ALL 20. I think it's a bit of a large number, so I completely understand if you shorten the number.)

Come on guys I know there's at least 20 of you with some pretty awesome characters!

EDIT: I will feature art that someone else has drawn, or bios you've written too if you don't draw! Long as the character is YOURS and the art was made for you, and you have a link to the artist. C:

1. ~Shear-Rohark: Clock

Jess probably already knew I'd choose this guy, but he is really cool. I love his design, reminiscent of Phantom of the Opera, but he's a reanimated corpse with working mechanical parts. He's also rather reserved and not a bad guy - I feel bad for him and his loneliness, but I'm glad he has Emily.

2. ~taiama: Taiama

Such a pretty, simplistic design! I really like her outfits and the dark tones, contrasting with her bright eyes. She looks rather attractive and playful too.

3. ~Zeta-Neubourn: Headbursters

I LOVE THESE GUYS! Such iconic designs, and this pic is one of my favorites. They come in variations too, and they just may be developed into a real toy line soon, so keep an eye out!

4. =Malbenthomas: Francine

Take a look at this fine lady. Hoo man. I love the exaggerated design and her cocky expressions. ONE SEXY WOMAN. Loads of personality here!

5. *AllenChrome: Hexx

There's something about Hexx that I just really love. He seems like a gentle and encouraging character, with a lot of strength even if he's smaller and less powerful looking than some of *AllenChrome's other characters. And I like his color scheme a lot too.

6. =J-R-M-N-K-E: Agent Kane

He's a dog who works for the government, hahah. Sounds funny!

7. *Myrcury-Art: Naiyra

I definitely have a newfound love for Naiyra! She always seems to find the positive side to everything. She has patience and care for those around her, and she's just overall really charming! Love her!

8. *ThunderWolfang: Blaze

The art is not hers but this character is! Androids are pretty cool - and the gun wings are awesome, even if they aren't part of her finished design. She sounds like an interesting character.

9. *CIODemolitions: Dr. Jasper Fyll

The art here belongs to *MattiasFahlberg, and is another android - he sounds like a rather good-hearted kind of machine, and his design is pretty awesome too!

10. =MegaVelRaptor: Rap

He is an ADORABLE RAPTOR. What a cuddlebug. I mean really, a blue velociraptor and he's a total sweetheart to his lady. He's so cute.

11. *Loko-Motion: Elkwood

Oh man check out the dude with the antlers. DIGGING THAT EXPRESSION. I love his goofy proportions too!

12. ~Xaidurk: SKRAK

LOOK AT THIS MOFO. Okay, so he's usually not as badass. In fact he's kind of a pushover loser. But he's so awesome. AND THOSE COLORS.

13.*XxMoonlight-1-WishxX: H-Kitty

I like H-Kitty! Her colors work together well and she always has adorable fashion sense, lol. Plus she's really sweet!

14.~Retsof-Noraa: Unnamed OC

The dark backstory makes this guy rather interesting...I'd like to see him actually finished and fleshed out more. He sounds like he could have a really neat story going on!

15. ~CrazyCrumbCake: Rick

HEY RICK WHAT A DICK. This guy's got serious anger issues. And he looks like he could give Popeye a run for his money. Just look at him beating the shit out of Silver here.

16. =TOOTBOSS: Valkyre

He's a demonic creature with a mimicking ability - a restricted one, but powerful too! And he's very pointy and angular and AWESOME.

17. *StellasStar: Unnamed OC

He doesn't have a name yet but I have to feature this guy! I like a lot of Stella's characters, but this new one is really intriguing to me. Love his design, color changing ability (which he can't control - but it reveals his emotions even though he doesn't want it to), and his calm, more gentle personality, despite being frightening to look at to some! Interested to see where his story goes!

18. ~KurokiKumo: Chimera

Wow, what a stunning design. It kind of made me look twice, because of how much her humanoid face and upper arms just dissolve into a very beastlike body! Very cool take on a chimera - she's beautiful!

19. ~Juno-Gemini: Junction

I WANTED TO CHOOSE SOMEONE OTHER THAN KIT. But yes, I really like the cyborgs, and Junction just looks so cool, on top of the cute aspect of how he communicates. I like him. C:

20. *UnmemiruDayshauna: Gniisha

Such a cool design! TENTACLES YAY. Hahah I love that she has an ocean creature theme going on, and she sounds like a sweet girl too. With power!
Thanks to everyone's commissions and purchases, I've raised beyond my $1,500 goal far earlier than I expected! I really appreciate your support, and I'll be getting my car fixed in June to make the long drive to Florida in July. I can't wait to get there...and to find a nice job in the design or animation field.

I have a few more projects to finish before moving (mostly plush-related) and am working on packing now. There will also be a lot more Mechanima-related art on the way, introducing some other members of the cast and some concept art as well. I'd like to work on my alien and machine design skills and to push my art in different directions, including more animation, digital painting, backgrounds, gestural art, and some prop designs for my portfolio too.

And it's a couple days late but Artist of the Week goes to =TOOTBOSS!



So much badass movement and angular designs. CHECK OUT HER GALLERY NOW.

-Jay
:iconneilak20:*neilak20 is an excellent comic artist with some pretty awesome projects!



My favorite work she's been developing is Paragon Ketch. She has a few pages posted to her dA and I highly recommend checking it out! And nobody can resist Shark Pony.

-Jay
One of my first and closest friends, *Myrcury-Art knows how to work a ton of different mediums, both digital and traditional. Her gallery provides a ton of variety, and she also sells her art and takes commissions!



She's been feeling down about her art lately too, give it a look and offer your support!

-Jay
Point commissions widget is on my page! I'm also accepting the usual Paypal commissions and will take concealed cash via mail (at your own risk). Slots have now been set, grab one if you want one:

1 *Bubble-Rhapsody - Cel shaded portrait
2 ~papercut352 - Cel shaded full body
3 ~papercut352 - Chibi
4  annie-the-hedgetigress - Cel Shaded Icon
5 *Myrcury-Art - Animation

Current commission information can be found here: [link] You can also request icons, animations, or anything you like, just send me a note and ask for a quote for whatever it is you're looking for - I'd be glad to oblige. I plan to get a new commission sheet up that includes samples of icons too.

Just a bit more funds and I'll be able to fix my car, which will help me to get out of the toxic environment I'm currently living and working in. I know I don't talk about it much here, but I've been slipping further into depression and developing some health problems from the shots I have to take to try to balance my hormone deficiencies (which cause major physical pain, anemia, and more depression, lol). The hormones I need in order to begin to recover require me to get a lot of therapy first, and I can't do that when living with my transphobic father. I could lose my job if I have to come out to my coworkers (I have been subject to anti-trans slander at work as it is). The sooner I can get out on my own and move somewhere safer, the sooner I can try to rebuild my life. So dumb sob story aside, I really appreciate your support.

-Jay
YES yesterday's journal was a joke. I'm pretty sure 99% of you got that. :V Pony fan comic? NEVERRR though I do still have a Pokemon one in mind

And it wasn't intended to offend all you "bronies" or "pegasisters" or whatever either, I do think the show's cute (Pinkie Pie and Fluttershy are my favorites lol), and damn you guys for making me want the toys. I DO NOT NEED MORE TOYS I AM TRYING TO SELL OFF A BUNCH OF MINE SO I CAN AFFORD TO MOVE yep.

I may be more quiet than usual for a while, or maybe not, depending on how much I can keep up with my schedule. If I don't respond to as much, I apologize. I am making major preparations for this move in 3 months and honestly the effect that living at home (and going to this job) is having on my mental well-being is pushing me to try to possibly move sooner than that. I'm selling off a lot of things, I will have to start packing eventually, my car needs a load of repairs, and I am working on both plush and art commissions on top of my full time job. I will be taking more commissions once my queue is empty again.

Because of all that, yeah, my original work, including Mechanima, may have to wait for a while. There's a lot I want to do for it and the ideas have been flowing out very nicely, but I can return to all that once I'm able to get myself situated in Florida, get help from a doctor or therapist, and get a job that helps me pay for all that fun stuff. I've considered launching a Kickstarter program for the comic in the future, with perks like art books, sketches, and other items, and if it's something you guys think would be cool, feel free to let me know. I intend to complete the teaser and script before then though. I want to be ready to push out pages full force before I do anything like that.

Cheers!
Jay


*Digimitsu draws some wonderful monsters and has a great sense of movement in her paintings. She's also in dire need of commissions right now, so please check out her journal for more information! [link]

I've always wanted to do weekly artist features! Hopefully I can keep up, but I aim to feature one artist a week, so stay tuned for more!

-Jay
Who are you?
I'm Jay, I'm 26 years old, and I grew up in Minnesota. I lived in Georgia for a few years while studying animation. I'm currently living in the mountains outside of Phoenix, Arizona, and moving to Florida as soon as possible. I am a beach bum and a lover of stormy, rainy weather, with a passion for seeing as much of the world as I can. I'm an Aquarius and my Chinese sign is the Fire Tiger. I love toy collecting, video games, animation, sci-fi, sexy cars, aircraft, and machinery, weight lifting, and anything nostalgic. I'm generally friendly but also opinionated, and I can be a blunt dickwad if the situation calls for it. I can't stand fake or dishonest people, and I have a low tolerance for close-minded types and noisy children. I support human rights, including LGBT, feminism, and anti-racism movements. I love most animals, especially cats and sharks. I happily flip my shit over Christmas, Halloween, and certain other holidays. :V

When did you start drawing, writing, etc?
I'm sure I began drawing at a very young age like most kids do, but I became more serious about it by second or third grade. That was the same time I began writing original stories about my first characters. My first ever plush was actually a flat felt toy of my first character, Quackercat, that I made when I was eight or so. I no longer have it nor have any photos of it. I started sculpting much more recently in college, minus the normal stuff from grade school.

What got you into visual art?
I have to admit, I was always crazy for fictional characters on the screen. It started with the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, Mystery Science Theater 3000, and Short Circuit, way back when I was a toddler. It was with my first time seeing The Lion King that it all clicked and I knew what I wanted to do.

Where did you go to school?
I received my Associate's degree in Computer Illustration at Mesa Community College in 2007 and earned my Bachelor's degree in Animation at the Savannah College of Art & Design in 2012.

What is your job now?
I am a full-time graphic designer working in-house at a souvenir studio which creates and distributes products from Hawaii to New York. Many of the items I've designed are sold in Wal-Mart, CVS, Walgreens, and grocery and convenience store chains. I am also a freelance artist working part-time in illustration, comics, animation, and plush toy design.

Do you take commissions?
Often I do! But they tend to fill up quickly. My status is on my front page and commission info can be found here: [link] I do not currently take plush or sculpture commissions, unless it is a professional contract or position.

What tools do you use?
Pencil, paper, anything honestly. I do prefer animation pencils, they're easy to remove from lineart in Photoshop and also have a quality to them that I like. I also sketch, ink, and color in a variety of other programs, including Paint Tool Sai and Photoshop. Most of my vector work is done in Illustrator or Flash. I prefer ToonBoom Animate for 2D animation but work with Flash too, primarily in puppet animation. I've used all kinds of weird odds and ends for sculpting, sewing, and stop motion.

Can I use your art in my icons, signatures, or edit it in any other way?
I'm glad if people want to use my fan art for making fake Pokémon card images, their icons, forum signatures, or other materials – all I ask is that you please get permission first! If it's art that I drew specifically as a gift, trade, or commission for you, you're more than free to use it however you want, as long as it isn't being claimed as yours or used for profit without permission.

Can I reference your art for my own drawings?
You are more than welcome to reference it if you want to! Nobody can copyright a pose or a style, and anybody who claims they can needs to get off their high horse. (Note: referencing and tracing/editing are vastly different things.) HOWEVER, I highly recommend using a mirror, asking your friends to pose for you, or referencing photography – I make a lot of mistakes in my art, as do other artists, and drawing from the real deal is loads of help.

Can I draw your characters?
IS THIS EVEN A QUESTION. YES. YES YOU CAN DRAW THEM ALL YOU WANT. All I ask is that you link back to me, and show it to me - please?! I am beyond THRILLED that anybody wants to draw them, write about them, or anything else! Thank you!

Why did you remove all your plushies from your gallery?
Because the constant badgering from people wanting to purchase them, trade for them, or simply get them as gifts became frustrating. Plush making has always been a hobby for me. I enjoy it, and I would like to continue making them, but I am most passionate about developing my own characters and stories, and the plush were overshadowing my real art. I may upload a few plush to my gallery again in the future but they will likely be of my original characters.

Are you a furry?
I occasionally draw anthro characters and I have a sharksona. That's the extent of my furry-ness. I see it the same as drawing my human, alien, or robot characters.

Will you watch me/comment on my art?
I am SO BUSY guys, I'm really sorry if I don't get the time to check out everybody who's check me out. If you hang around a lot and offer constructive feedback, I will likely do the same for you whenever I can! But I have a few thousand watchers, which makes it near impossible to watch everyone in return. I also tend to follow people on only one account - so if you have a Weasyl, FurAffinity, or Tumblr, I may have added you on one but not all of them. I do appreciate your support! I watch artists who do not watch me, and that's cool. If you are offended because I don't watch you, you are more than welcome to remove me, I don't mean to offend!

Can we be friends?
Maybe? I'm not exactly easy to get close to at times. Asking me to be your friend probably won't work. Hanging around asking me to comment on your art and draw you things definitely won't. Friendship comes on its own, through mutual trust and agreement, not by asking.

What are your biggest inspirations (for Mechanima and otherwise?)
In general, I'd say music is my biggest inspiration. So many of my ideas come to me through it. I love classical, soundtracks, electronic, and a mix of almost everything else. Sci-fi inspires me too, as well as real world science and technologies, psychology, philosophy, human rights activism, and the history of war. Regarding art style, one of my professors referred to it as similar to Jamie Hewlett's (I take that as a huge honor) and some Jhonen Vasquez influence is still left in me from my Zim and JTHM phase. I like to draw in a variety of styles though and hope that my own is always changing. There's a ton of inspiration that's gone into Mechanima, but overall it's emerged from my personal struggles and experiences. Rafe's inherited a lot of who I am, while characters like Angel and Izzy are loosely based on a combination of many people I've known over the years. Alex is meant as a counterpart to Rafe, a softer side, and she has qualities of people I've known too and a tiny bit of my younger, less confident and harsh self. More of Mechanima's info can be found here: [link]

What other projects have you done or are working on besides Mechanima?
I have tons of projects I've worked on, mostly privately, over the years. Most of them are comedic, some with anthro characters, others with more robots and aliens, and I've even written a bittersweet romance between an angel/dead guy and a living woman, despite being utterly uninterested in most romance myself. I created a short film called Cat in Space, a stop motion short called Anya, and directed my senior film project titled Showdown, among others. I like to complete one project before shifting focus to another though, so right now, all others are on the backburner while I work with Mechanima.

What are your fandoms?
I'm too busy to take part in fandom much anymore, but I still enjoy trying to keep up with Pokémon! It was a big part of my childhood and I still love it now. I also still follow Paranoia Agent and Jet Force Gemini tags on Tumblr. Outside of that, I used to be very active in a lot of fandoms, including Johnny the Homicidal Maniac, Invader ZIM, Avatar: TLA, Fullmetal Alchemist, Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends, Psychonauts, Transformers, Sonic the Hedgehog, and more.

Do you have any advice for beginning artists?
I'm still an amateur in a lot of respects too. Honestly the best advice anybody can give is push yourself all the time. I draw, sew, or otherwise work on art at least 14 hours a day, including most of my weekends, and very rarely do I work for less than that. Always be willing to step out of your boundaries, draw things you don't normally draw, and to experiment with styles and mediums. Don't let yourself fall into the trap of perfecting only one thing – I've seen a lot of artists who can draw My Little Pony or pretty skinny anime boys like a pro, but if they were asked to draw the Hulk or paint a portrait, they'd be lost. Work from life too. Draw people or animals that you see around you, or just sketch poses while watching a movie. Animators in particular can get a ton of benefit from this kind of observation. Lastly, ask for critique, and learn from it! Let others help you to progress.
Hey guys!

I know there's been a serious lack of finished art from me lately, and things at home have still been very exhausting. Grandma's beginning to get better, which is awesome, and Mom's healing up okay overall too, despite the fact that her foot is now deformed from the hospital's malpractice. I'm way behind on loads of projects, including freelance jobs, my full time job, and my own work, so it will take a lot of time for me to catch up.

Commissions, as always, are my first priority for my account here, and I'll be sending sketches out to each of you who has donated as soon as I have done them. I have sketched out the layout for page 3 of the Mechanima teaser comic but I'm not hugely satisfied, so I may or may not redo it. I'm working on the FAQ too, and will be making more Mechanima reference sheets soon.

I have been sewing a lot since I'm unable to get on the computer at home much and will have a slew of plush to sell soon, ranging from Pokemon to sea slugs to deer! Once I've caught up a bit more I will likely reopen my usual drawing commissions too, as I'm going to need a lot of money to work on my car so it's fit for driving almost 3,000 miles to Florida when I move.

I've updated my front page with commission status as well as my car fund and other projects I'm working on (mostly for my own reference hahah). I would like to ink some of the drawings you guys offered too, and to test out some speedpainting and get back on track with more gesture drawing. I've been seriously slacking on my life drawing skills.

A huge thanks to everyone for being patient and for still being interested in Mechanima! Life has been one thing after another lately and my family and I are just struggling to keep our jobs right now, but once things settle down, I'll be able to get more work done again.

-Jay
EDIT: I realize some people prefer to use Paypal than to donate via credit card on IndieGoGo, and many, like myself, can't currently afford $50 - so I'm opening 5 slots of anything you want!

You can see prices and options here: [link] If you are looking for something else, like a small animation, icon, sketch, etc, just let me know what you'd like and I can give you a quote!

You will be able to pay for these via Paypal to my account, and 100% of what I receive from you will be donated straight to Ravyn's fund. Please send payments as a donation for this reason!

1 ~vgfm - Awaiting choice
2 `noseSHARK - Full body vector
3 ~McGack - Chibi
4 ~meowsmixify - Chibi
5 ~meowsmixify - Chibi

SLOTS ARE NOW FULL! But you can still choose to donate to Ravyn's fund, and if you choose the $50 Robo-Shark donation, you can still claim those two additional slots. I'm closing Paypal commissions for now. Thanks!

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*RavynCrescent, a strong, kind, and always giving part of our community, recently broke her hip and is going through extensive surgery and therapy to regain her ability to even walk. She has always done so much for others and this time she needs help from us.

As a part of the IndieGoGo Campaign to raise money for her immense medical expenses, I am offering full body, full color, shaded drawings, complete with an intermediate level background, for the first 3 people to donate $50. I can substitute a 2-character flat color drawing with background or 5 chibis if the buyer prefers one of these options instead of a full color shaded drawing. 100% of the money goes directly to Ravyn's medical fund.

Normal commission rules apply: [link]

Full Color Shaded:


Flat Color:


Chibis:



Please visit the IndieGoGo Campaign here if you wish to donate and receive a commission! [link] There are other options for purchases as well as an inexpensive $10 contribution too.

If you can't donate, please feel free to spread the word! Rebloggable on Tumblr: [link]

Thanks!
Jay
Thank you again for all the well wishes, things are looking up and I hope to go to the hospital tonight to see my grandmother! I'm still a bit sick though, going to see where I'm at this evening.

I'm very behind on a lot of things but once I've finished a few more projects (some freelance art and page 3 of the comic teaser...I haven't even had the chance to start it), I hope to reopen commissions and possibly a few trades. I'm also considering doing my first batch of adoptables (Paypal only, can't do points). Is there any interest in them, and if so, what kinds would you want to see (anthro, animals/creatures, humanoid, robots, etc)? Is there anything else anyone is interested in seeing, like icon slots or something? Or looping animations?

-Jay
I'll be updating the bottom of this entry when I can, it's been a hell of a night. Thank you all so much for your concern, I haven't been able to reply to very many texts, calls, voice mails, or other messages but I appreciate it so much.

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My aunt found my grandmother unconscious and laying face down on the floor this morning. I don't really know what's going on yet but my dad's on his way.

My mom and grandma are sort of my best friends in the world so things have been kinda hard. Please be patient with me if I don't respond to messages easily or quickly. I got a good bit of notes/PMs last night on dA and Tumblr and am trying to catch up soon as I can, thanks for everything!

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So my dad's notified us that she has had a brain aneurysm, so she is bleeding on both sides of her brain. She's been airlifted to another hospital for emergency brain surgery. I came home for the day from work as I'm hurting too much to focus, but will be working my freelance right now as I can cry in my home office and not be seen, hah. We are all hoping she will pull through this but it does not look good. Thank you for your kind words, probably won't respond much but I do greatly appreciate it.

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I went home from work last night to get my mom and take us into Phoenix to see my grandmother. We were hit by another car while sitting in rush hour traffic on the way and had to stop to file a police report. We're taking the vehicle into the shop today as well. We made it to the hospital though and stayed most of the night, my dad stayed all night. We're all very very tired. I went to work at my usual time though and I'm trying to be at the office the whole day unless something comes up, and will be working freelance at night if I come home from the hospital.

My grandmother was not expected to survive the surgery. They had her signing her will and documents for my dad to make all final decisions for her. They brought in a chaplain as well, which I'm opposed to scaring people with religious practices like that, and all of this really terrified her and everyone else since it's very much a "you're doomed" sentencing. I'm still angry about it.

The surgery was quick and done through a catheter inserted into her leg, which is pretty incredible when you think about it. Brain surgery done with a tiny incision in the leg. Technology is pretty neat sometimes. They found 4 aneurysms instead of 2, they were able to fill 1 with titanium, the other 3 they couldn't fix without more invasive surgery at higher risk so we're leaving them there as of now.

40% of people with a bleeding aneurysm die before the surgery can save them. 66% of those who survive the surgery have severe permanent brain damage. My grandma was awake in less than an hour, knew our names, and in three hours, was able to tell us the month, year, and President of the United States. The doctors are pretty damn blown away. My grandma's a tank, before she could even talk straight she was trying to sit up, take IVs out of her arms, pull off her oxygen mask, and go get some Vaseline for her dry mouth hahah. We all had to keep pushing her back down in the bed.

The first thing on her mind was my brother. It makes us all sick that he did not come to see her. He abandoned our family over a year ago now and to think that she thinks of him so much makes me furious, because people like him do not deserve so much love from someone like her.

She is in immense pain this morning which is not supposed to happen so I'm on call to rush back to the hospital immediately if we hear anything. But the fact that she is still with us now is remarkable.

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We went to see her again today, it's bad. She's in a lot of pain, really struggling to be able to think and remember anything. She shakes constantly. We don't know that she'll make it through the next few days as doctors said it should get progressively worse the rest of the week.

My dad is in awful shape too since he'd been there since leaving at 5:30am or so yesterday. He's at home with us now getting a couple hours of sleep before he goes back to spend another night with her at the hospital. He had not eaten or slept the entire time he was there.

My brother did not show. We had no way to contact him since he ran away, so we called his college as an attempt to get through. Campus police passed on the news to him. He didn't even call back.

My grandma raised both of us from birth and lived with us as kids. She was always there, always the most kind, loving person you could imagine, treating us out to eat and taking us to parks all the time. She was there when we were sick or needed someone to talk to, she loved playing with us and enjoyed everything we enjoyed.

I no longer see him as my brother anymore. This was the final event that has ended it for me. I truly hope to never see him again in my life.

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Last night was very hard. My mom and I went to the hospital about noon, came home with my dad to let him sleep for two hours, then went back out and stayed until about 1:30am. She was in so much constant pain and kept falling unconscious during it. She was shaking and terrified as the nurses kept pulling her up out of bed to force pills down her throat and giving her injections. It just hurts so much to see her going through this but she's resting better this morning and as the doctors said, she will have her ups and downs the next few days, and it will be getting worse for a while.

I had my first onslaught of panic attacks and breakdowns last night. I'm physically exhausted and I'm not proud of how things happened last night but I can't do anything to change it. I normally do not cry about things but it finally hit me and it has been taking its toll.

Thank you again so much to everyone who's been thinking of her and my family, I can't believe how many of you sent your thoughts and well wishes, even people I don't really even know well, and every single bit of it means everything to me. Thank you. I will hopefully be going to the hospital this evening after work instead of going for 12+ hours this time, and my dad will be on his way home to rest and work as well today. There isn't a lot we can do but she needs someone there for her at all times, and now my dad's brother should be there for a while.

I brought her the "tiger shark" plush I made a while back and she couldn't stop gushing about how much she loves it. She gets confused but she knew it was me and that I made it, she kept talking about when we bought the fabric for it, which we didn't, and she gets some things mixed up, but she kept it beside her and was smiling and laughing a lot before the onset of the pain again. I keep hoping the worst is behind us although the nurses said it isn't yet. But hopefully soon she will be past this. She was able to walk up and down the hall once and they've had her sit up, she just refuses to eat which is causing complications and a lot of the pain. We're hanging in there though.

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Just wanted to post a quick update. Things haven't changed much for my grandma in the past few days, definitely still having ups and downs. Family's arrived in town and honestly made it worse in some ways than better, but at least my dad is getting a night off tonight to recover after four days of practically living in the hospital. I've become sick and until I recover a bit more I may not be able to see her as I won't be allowed in ICU if I have any trace of a disease.

I haven't been able to draw, for lack of time and exhaustion, but I've been working with writing Mechanima and will make a quick post on theme in a bit! Thank you again for all of your support and thoughts, we are holding out hope and the doctors do believe that if she keeps pushing ahead, she will make a full recovery, or very close to it. :)
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I've had a huge influx of new watchers lately! Thank you for your interest in my work, I don't know where you all came from, but I appreciate it!

I figured since I clear out most of my journals periodically, I'd do a proper introduction type post for the first time in a while.

I'm Jay - I'm a professional full-time graphic designer who works in animation, comics, toy design, and illustration on the side. I have worked on a variety of short films including the award-winning Create, and some of my art is displayed at Cartoon Network, 2K Games, and DreamWorks, among other places. My hobbies include traveling, reading about various cultures, spirituality, and robotic sciences, working out and weight lifting, toy collecting, video games when I get a spare moment, and terrorizing innocents with my dangerous personality. I love violent entertainment and I'm a technophile. I also sometimes like cute pink things. I'm single and not interested in romantic stuff. I do not like most children, obnoxious, dishonest, or sensitive people, bigots, and religious nutjobs. Animals are pretty cool though.

My plans this year include moving to Florida, progressing on my art and comic, and seeking therapy and hormone treatment. My favorite place to be is the beach and I'm thrilled to get out there! My major life goals are to see as much of the world as I can, to never stop loving the simple things, and to successfully publish my current comic project Mechanima. I'd love to work full time in the animation, video game, or comics industry.

If I could grow up to be anything I'd be a robot.

-Jay

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